In Loving Memory of Jenny

Hey, Hannah here,
Today, I found out that I lost a friend. She was special, witty, funny and on the overall: amazing. She was also one of the most intelligent people I know. She died 9th of June, 2018, at 13 years old in a car crash. It was much too early for her. I have to admit, it feels so weird to talk about her in past tense.
Death has a funny effect on people; it forces them to grow up, to think things and ask questions the probably shouldn't and just become more mature on a whole. She was an amazing friend, ready to give up almost anything to make one of her friends happy. She had a great personality and the world really missed out on her, she would have made such a difference.
I still find it hard to believe that she's gone. The last time I saw her she was in a hurry to go wherever but when she saw me there was a huge grin plastered on her face as she threw her arms around me enveloping me into a warm hug, if I had known I would have hugged her harder maybe she would have lasted a little longer.
Although I had only known her for a short period of time,barely a session, she had made a difference in me, we were great friends and although I only met her family once they are great people and I wish them all the best during this painful time. I like to believe that the worst of things happen to the best of people. I also think that death is release, freedom, freedom from pain, from hurt and from suffering. She no longer has to deal with such awful things anymore, she is absolutely free now. Since she's free wouldn't she want to remain so? I think it is best if we selflessly let her go so she can remain free. Jenny, you may be free now but you will forever be in my heart.

I'm Hannah Kay, a teenager sharing the world the way she sees it.

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